McKenzie Dale Weaver

this is for my son mckenzie dale weaver
i lost my angel at 24 weeks and 6 days i went to the hospital with a bad belly i told my mum i had
pains so she rang up and the midewife said come straight in so i check the babys fine, when i got to
hospital the other midwife checked to find mckenzies heart beat there wasnt any she said she would
get the smaller machine because this one was for big babys so she went off to get it she came back
she said the man would put the scan on to check his heart beat i told my mum mckenzie had gone to
heaven she didnt belive me she said he will be fine i knew he wasnt i didnt want him to put the scan
on my belly i wanted my baby to stay with me when he did he jst look on the screen then at my face
and said iam so sorry but your baby has died i couldnt belive it why my mckenzie? i had done
everything right ate the right foods didnt drink or smoke not even take tablets when i had a head
ache i wanted the best for my son i stil canit belive that hes gone i look at other babys at think
why me? his due date was 16/12/08 and you would of been here darling iam so sorry ill never be able
to whact you grow up, alot of people came to your funreal it was nice wasnt it? it broke my heart
when i saw your coffin and puting the rose in the grave i didnt want to leave you i kept thinking to
my self what happens if hes cold? will he be warm enough just silly things really but i still wanted
the best 4 you got burried with your first teddy me and daddy bought for you and a letter i wrote i
wish i could have wrote more but i didnt no what to say everyday when i wake up i keep thinking was
it a dream?but then i look at my wrist and see your tiny hand print tattood on with your name i wish
i had you instead of this tattoo ill never ever forget you your my first born son and i love you
very much so does daddy!

i was in labour for 5 hours 37 mins with mckenzie he weight 1 pound 10 oz he was born at 10:37 mammy
was being naughty and swearing and your nanna harling your daddy was so brave holding mammys hand
till you came it broke our heart not hearing you cry mammy and daddy hoped they had got it wrong we
wanted you so much we needed you here with us where you should be but god thought you were to good
for this world thats why you live up there in heaven with him ill see you again some times darling
ill never ever forget you your in my thoughts my dreams your only a thought away sleep tight baby
mckenzie dale weaver mammy and daddy love you millions and millions more sweet dreams xxxxx

this pain will never leave me or your face in my mind i love you mckenzie dale weaver my beautiful
little solider i wish you were here with me and your daddy growing inside me i wish god didnt take
you away you mean the world to me aw sweetheart daddy loves you so much he misses you loads! i wish
i could have one more kiss and one more cuddle with you.

MY BABY WENT TO HEAVEN TO SEE THE STARS ONE DAY
GOD SAID HE WAS SO BEAUTIFUL
HE ASKED MCKENZIE TO STAY
HE MADE A BED OF FEATHERS
AND GAVE HIM WINGS TO FLY
MY SPECIAL LITTLE ANGEL NOW LIVES UP IN THE SKY

i would like to say thankyou to every one who
has read this and iam so sorry for the loss of anyone in your familys xxx